I try to keep you proud, but the harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me.
It seems that all the shit I do to make you proud have no sense because you don't care.
Look mom I am like this because of you if not I'd be more fun and free, but hey if I am doing this for you, why you don't care a fucking shit? Now I'm freaked out, I am going insane. Or wait may be you care about it but you dont seem like, so start notice this before it's too late.Show me that you love me before I get sick of this. And it seems like everything is just starting to fall apart. You know I have a dream, I look to foward to it. But I feel like what I do it's just not enough, and I think that I'm going to fail, I'll never reach it. Really I don't know, I'm lost, confused and without you, and your help I've lost the way.